Growing on the WORD
A
scripture study
The
Word of God is the source of light, truth, and power, for those who seek it’s
meaning and apply it to their life. Jesus Christ is the word made flesh, and we
seek to follow him.
John 8:12 (NIV) - "I am the light of
the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the
light of life."
Each issue of “My Brother’s Keeper” features a WORD study. Robert Estabrook, an inmate at Ely State Prison, Ely, Nevada, wrote this issue’s word study.
What Is Freedom?
by Robert Estabrook
How
often have you heard men and women (both free and bond) say, I want to be
free? This begs the questions: Where
on earth has freedom ever reigned? Is
your spirit bridled? Do you have any
direction, any purpose? Or have you
simply allowed for your mind, your heart, and your emotions to be stifled
too? Would it be fair of me to say that
in order to be free, we must first care?
The illusion is that we do!
Does being physically liberated constitute freedom to you? If the cares of the world bind you, and the
society you live in defines you, how are you then free?
What is freedom, and can we learn from a biblical
(spiritual) perspective what it means to be free? I would hope so considering that I personally have never been
more free, more content, and at peace than I am at present. Yet, I am physically captive!
Let us now take a biblical journey and see if in
fact God can shed some light on this important subject. Freedom, as defined by the Riverside Webster’s
II New College Dictionary, is: “Liberty
of the person from slavery, oppression, or incarceration”
Freedom as defined in the Bible (King James Version
throughout) is: “liberty”, “deliverance”.
We are the Lord’s Freeman, “For he
that is called in the Lord, being a servant, is the Lord's freeman: likewise
also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant.”
(I Corinthians 7:22)
It was Jesus Himself who was sent “to set at liberty
them that are bruised” (Luke 4:18).
Because of Satan’s deception of Adam and Eve, we have been
deceived. Consequently we’ve been
opposed, oppressed, persecuted, suppressed and enslaved - the unwitting
victims of an evil whose only intent is “to steal, and to kill, and to
destroy”. But thanks be to God that
Jesus came “that we might have life, and that we might have it more
abundantly”. (John 10:10)
Life more abundantly! Unless one was free, truly free, one could not possess abundant
life, wouldn’t you agree? To be
enslaved, oppressed, persecuted, and sentenced to a life of sorrow, sadness,
and shame, would be to live a condemned life.
This is the opposite of freedom and contrary to scripture.
(John 5:24) “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on Him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and
shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life!”
Freedom is the product of truth (John 8:32). Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life
(John 14:6). If the Son therefore
shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.
(John 8:36). We have been
liberated! Regardless of our
circumstances, regardless of our situation, no matter what trials, tests,
temptations, or tribulations we may experience in this world; if we acknowledge
the source and become aware of the truth about Satan’s tactics/methods, we can
avoid losing our freedom i.e. our life, liberty, love, joy, peace, and
contentment.
Embrace your liberty;
Galatians 5:1
- “Stand fast therefore in the liberty
wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again in the yoke of
bondage.”
Freedom comes from within. It can only be attained spiritually. To think in the physical realm is to miss the mark. How can one have liberty, yet be
captive? How can one be free indeed,
yet be captive? How can one have
deliverance, and yet be captive?
How? Because liberty, freedom,
and deliverance have nothing whatsoever to do with our physical position or
condition. Wherever you are, when you
accept Christ as your Lord and Savior, you are free.
II Corinthians
5:17 - Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old
things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
To become “new” is to be “free” wouldn’t you
agree?
I Peter 2:16 - As free, and not using your liberty for a cloke of maliciousness,
but as the servants of God.
Yes, worshipping God in Spirit and in truth (John
4:24). Following the examples of our
Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, to be free we must have the “peace of God”, which
Vicki Perry wrote about in her Word Study (The Peace of God) July-Sept. issue
of “My Brother’s Keeper”; we must be “forgiving” as David Todeschini expressed
in his study (The Blessing of Forgiveness); we must be “Christ-like” as Edward
Alford explained in his article; yes, we must hear “the Saviors Voice” as
Thomas Wirth encouraged us to do in his poem, and furthermore we must also be:
compassionate, understanding, gentle, patient, kind, tolerant,
long-suffering, faithful, and (at all times) grateful for the many blessings in
our lives.
I am reminded of an old Chinese Proverb that says,
“I once complained that I had no shoes until I met a man who had no
feet.” It really can be much
worse. Take time to acknowledge your
creator daily, if you would like for Him to acknowledge you. Do all that your Father wants you to do and
I assure you that you will become all that He wants you to be, and you will
have everything that He wants you to have, including freedom.
We claim to love our freedom, but without life,
liberty, and deliverance we can never be free, no matter how much we regard
life; nor how strong our capacity is to live.
This one truth is certain, freedom will elude us and will forever remain
distant, unrevealed, and unrealized; until we arm ourselves with truth,
righteousness, peace, faith, salvation, and the Holy Spirit. If we are open to this “life”, God will
grant us spiritual wisdom, knowledge, and understanding of His Word; of His
will; and of His way. Our joy then will
be made full and we will want for nothing, because we will have
everything.
We are bound to attain all that is good and ideal if
we will simply learn the art of living in the present and of experiencing the
life of Christ in us. Is there time
left in your day? Good! Then I can assure you that with perseverance,
persistence, and patience you will find the way. I trust that it will all be revealed to you, if you do not
stray. Life is too precious to waste
pursuing things we will outlive.
Our freedom is a gift and God has dealt gently (yet
firmly) with us. Likewise we should
deal as gently with our fellowman, because we know that we ourselves are also
subject to weakness.
Ephesians 4:32 - And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another,
even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.
As new creatures who enjoy freedom from guilt and
condemnation, should we not then treat everyone in a manner that best reflects
the love, joy, peace, and contentment we have in our personal lives? Refrain from judging or being critical of
anyone. The more forgiving we are - the
freer we become!
In closing I would like to say this: freedom cannot
be enjoyed if you live in conflict and confusion. It was not until I truly humbled myself in the sight of God and
man that I learned the importance of freeing man of his/her guilt (in my sight)
and dealing with them mercifully and tenderly.
I agree, there are things they do that we do not rightly understand.
Proverbs 3:5-6 - Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own
understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy
paths.
Love them, even if you do not like what they
do. I now understand, that it was due
to my conscious decision not to strive with man, that I attained this
unbelievable peace and joy in my life.
Yes, you too can have life more abundantly, when you
choose to live a life free of the conflicts, confusion, and cares of the cold,
cruel, and corrupt world. We only
remain condemned ourselves when we live in judgment of others. As condemned, a man or woman can never be
free as long as they refuse to forgive themselves and others. Being patient, forgiving, understanding,
and gentle with people “frees us” to walk in love, thereby permitting the grace
of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Spirit
to be with us always.
II Timothy
2:24 - And the servant of the
Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men,
apt to teach, patient...”
James 3:17 -18 - But the wisdom that
is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated,
full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. And
the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.
When applied, God’s Word contributes a great deal
to the “freedom” we can enjoy in this life.
To you sons and daughters of the King, I say embrace your
salvation. Walk in newness of life,
because Jesus made you “free”.
Humbly written by your brother in spirit and in
truth, Robert Estabrook. I reserve no
right, other than the right to encourage you not to allow anything, or anyone
to rob you of your peace, of your joy, of your freedom! To the most high God be all praise, honor,
and glory. Amen.
Suffering -
Etching Out Godly Character
by Vicki Perry
Pruntytown
Correctional Center, Grafton, West Virginia
There is a non-truth among Christians today which
holds to the belief that, just because we are saved we don’t have to go through
any suffering. It is something many
Christians run from. They don’t like to
even think of suffering. No one wants
“suffering” to visit their doorstep.
I remember when I first began to walk with the Lord;
I was 25 years old and so excited about the Lord. For the next 10 years after that when trials and tribulations
came my way, the first thing I would do was to wonder: Was there sin in my
life? Have I missed God? Where have I gone wrong? What have I done? I would run to my mentors and cry and say WHY? I remember being in constant turmoil and not
having much peace. I believed we as
Christians were not supposed to have trouble and suffering, and if we did
something was terribly wrong.
Now, after running from the Lord for a decade, I
return back to Him and He teaches me that suffering is not only the reaping of
the wickedness I had sown (Galatians 6:7-8), but a part of my Christian growth
process. I am not real sure what the
proper doctrinal teachings about this subject are, I only know what the Lord
has shown me and how much richer I am within my spirit to have the question of
suffering settled in my life.
We as inmates know that being incarcerated can be a
miserable existence. There are times
of inner turmoil, suffering, agonizing, guilt and depression. On top of all this inner stuff, we also need
to deal with correctional officers, counselors, and inmates. All these things clumped together spells out
s-u-f-f-e-r-i-n-g. As a Christian our
spirit is set free.
John 8:36 (NIV) - So if the Son sets
you free, you will be free indeed.
We don’t have to be prisoners to sin anymore. Jesus already gave us the victory for
that. Praise the Lord! But, Jesus is our example as I Peter 2:21
tells us, “...because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that
you should follow in His steps.” I began to think as I read this scripture -
Christ is our example - He suffered much for me - who am I that I should think
that I am not to suffer in this life?
Thus, I began my search for answers.
The Holy Spirit, as my companion, began to teach me about suffering.
John 14:26
(NIV) - But the Counselor, the
Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things
and will remind you of everything I have said to you.
John 16:13
(NIV) - But when he, the Spirit
of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his
own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to
come.
First Peter is a wonderful book, along with the
companion book of Two Peter. The
apostle Peter wrote these two letters “...as reminders to stimulate you to
wholesome thinking
(II Peter 3:1)”. It was from these letters,
and others, that the Holy Spirit taught me to have a “wholesome” attitude
toward any suffering that may come my way.
I Peter 4:1-2
(NIV) - Therefore, since Christ
suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude,
because he who has suffered in his body is done with sin. As a result, he does
not live the rest of his earthly life for evil human desires, but rather for
the will of God. [emphasis mine]
This scripture struck me right in the chest. When I read it I had to stop and chew on
this one. There is a lot of information
in these two verses that can change the way we think. Jesus suffered, therefore we are to arm ourselves - get ready to
have suffering in our lives. This
scripture says that suffering will be a part of a Christian life - so prepare
yourself for it! But there is a
positive note that says, if we have this attitude we can be done with sin!
The end result is to be able to live a life as sinless as humanly
possible. Read this scripture again and
you will see suffering can be a productive part of our Christian walk.
In Romans 5, I found that suffering produces. Paul says in verses 3 and 4 that suffering produces perseverance,
character and hope. These are good
healthy, wholesome Christian traits, and they can be given to us through
suffering. James says in Chapter 1,
verse 3, “because you know that the testing of your faith develops
perseverance.” [emphasis mine]. In
verse 4, it says perseverance when developed brings maturity. These scriptures indicate that suffering in
our Christian walk can bring growth and other positive things in our Christian
walk. I’ve always believed that the
fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22, 23), is the character of Christ. Suffering etches out, or produces Godly
character and brings development into our lives, thus maturing us.
The apostle Peter goes on to say in
I Peter 4:12-13 (NIV);
Dear
friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though
something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in
the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is
revealed.
During those years I talked about before, I did
think that something strange was happening to me, so suffering always caught
me off guard. I just didn’t have the
right attitude at all. Nor did I want
to rejoice!
I found the word rejoice in a lot of places
concerning suffering. Rejoice and
suffering in the Bible must be a paradox, because anyone going through a period
of trials and suffering does not want to rejoice! This is another attitude that, as I see it, can be embraced
according to what the writers of the New Testament tells me. (James 1:2; Philippians 4:4-9; Romans 5:3; 2
Corinthians 12:9-10)
Peter and Paul were in prison many times. I find it amazing that they, through their
sufferings, could write in their letters to
rejoice! The prison system then was
much worse than ours today (and we gripe about the system?!?). Their heart’s cry was to praise and rejoice
through suffering.
One more thought before I finish. Perhaps we shouldn’t run from suffering. Perhaps we should endure and persevere. As I have shown above - there are many
positive things that come out of our suffering. So when suffering comes, don’t jump up in a panic and pray for
the Lord to remove it from your life, because you don’t want the pain! Pray for the Lord to help you endure what
you are going through and to be able to persevere. Pray that if it is in His plan to remove it, then remove it. If not - to help you go through the pain of
suffering. In Isaiah 43:1b-3
(NIV) we read;
“...Fear not, for I have
redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through
the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will
not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the
flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of
Israel, your
Savior...”
He carries us through the trials and
tribulations. I don’t read here where
He would remove us from these. He helps
us go through - walk through each and every one. I know there are times when He does deliver us from the hardships
of life, but when He doesn’t, we have these promises that He will see us
through. Praise the Lord! I love you all and I truly understand. Let the Lord help you today.
Let me pray for those of you who are going through
those valleys: Lord, prison is not an
easy thing for any of us to deal with.
Life in general, in prison, can be a very hardship in our lives. I am asking you to open the reader’s
spiritual eyes and understanding to the words of this study. Help them to see that you take the bad and
make something good out of it. That
your character will flow through their lives and much fruit would hang off
their spiritual limbs. Also Lord, that
the mature spirit would develop within them.
And mostly, that regardless of anything in their life, that if they seek
you and ask, you will carry them through.
Right now Lord, give them a spirit of peace and a witness within that
you will do what your Word says. Touch
my sisters and brothers - reveal to them the joy that can come through hard
times. In Jesus name, Rejoice!
A Parable For A Father
by
David Todeschini,
Wende Correctional Facility
Alden, New York
I Peter 2:2-3
(KJV) - As newborn babes, desire
the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted
that the Lord is gracious.
The family had just arrived home from a long
trip. As his parents unpacked their
bags and did the numerous chores that needed to be done in such a case, their
exuberant little boy went out in the yard to play. After several hours of hectic activity, the father sat down in
the living room to rest, just as his son came running in from play.
Exhausted from the long drive, the father called the
boy over to him saying, “Son, can you go out to the kitchen and bring me a
glass of water? Let the faucet run for
a minute, so the water will be clear and cold, OK?”
The child, who was only 4 years old, said “OK”, and
quickly ran out of the room, into the kitchen.
The first hurdle he had to overcome was his height. He was not tall enough to reach the cabinet
where the glasses were kept, or the sink, for that matter. So he drug a chair across the floor and
climbed up. It is hard to say how those
tiny hands held the heavy glass tumbler he pulled from the cabinet - the only
thing that he could reach; the first “glass” that came to hand. That he was able to hold onto it, and fill it
to the brim is remarkable, and how he climbed down off the chair with it, no
one will ever know.
The first glimpse the father had of his little boy,
was that of his son holding the huge tumbler with one tiny hand, palm up,
holding the bottom; while the other hand (fingers too short to hold it
properly), held it by the rim with fingers on the inside. As he walked the water splashed over the
top, some spilling onto the floor, and some washing the dirt of the backyard
off his fingers and into the glass. As
he made his way around the coffee table, he stumbled over the throw-rug, and a
bit more water spilled.
When he finally made it over to where his father was
sitting, the little boy was smiling, joyously offering his dad half a tumbler
of muddy water with both arms outstretched.
The expression on his face was enough to melt a man’s heart. The father, looking into his son’s big brown
eyes, felt his soul touched. He would
not have disappointed that little boy’s heart for all of Solomon’s gold. He took the tumbler from the tiny hands and
drank the contents - dirt and all, and then pulled the happy child to him. He kissed him and said, “well done, my son.”
You see, with a father’s heart, he could look past
the child’s limited ability and lack of knowledge of the proper way to hold a
glass. He understood that little feet
are prone to stumbling, and he could see the purity of heart and eagerness to
please - the obedience of love that his son had for him. It is this that made the child’s service
acceptable; a glass of dirty water more delicious than the finest wine.
And so it is with our Heavenly Father, he looks into
our hearts and sees our intentions. He
knows our abilities and our limitations, and takes his pleasure and joy from
our sincere efforts to please him, and to do His will.
Psalm 34:8
(KJV) - O taste and see that the
LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.
© Copyright 2002 - David Todeschini - All rights
reserved. Permission was granted to
Christian Ambassadors to use this article.
Sharing the Good News
“We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his
appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. God
made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the
righteousness of God.”
II Corinthians 5:20-21
From: Brenda
Collier, Boulder, Colorado
Dear Alan and
Sharon, I’ve
been thinking about you and wanted to tell you that Doug and I really enjoyed
your last Spiritual Growth Lesson. I always look forward to getting your
newsletters and Spiritual Growth Lessons...I can only imagine the light and
spiritual guidance that this must surely impart to those with open hearts and
minds. Your tireless dedication is amazing...after all these years!
It’s important, in particular for inmates, to
understand that all people in their everyday life struggle each day (just as
they do), to make decisions that will bring us closer to God and His work for
us. We all have our crosses to bear and it really does come down at the end of
the day to reaping what you sow, no matter where you are in your life. Your
Spiritual Growth Lesson [#23, “Vessels of Honor, Fit For the Master’s Use”],
reminded me of a plaque that we have in our kitchen that says, “Lord, help me
to remember that nothing is going to happen today that you and I together
can’t handle”. This has helped me through a lot of stressful times. Another
thought that has always helped me is, “Lord, your gift to me is life, and my
gift to you is what I become and make of the life you gave me.”
Anyway, I was deeply touched and I appreciate your
unending dedication.
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From: Craig
Ray Montgomery, Golden, Colorado
Dear Sharon, I want to thank you for
writing. Your words of encouragement are anointed in every letter. As you can
see, I have moved. Please keep me in your prayers. I will continue to lift you
up, and intercede for your powerful ministry. The Lord has blessed me and is
already using me. I love to share the Word with my new brothers and sisters,
plus fellowship with all of God’s people.
The Lord Jesus Christ has placed a fire under me and
I’m moving, praising, and dancing to it. Yes, we serve an awesome God, and we
must continue to let the world know that there is hope in Jesus. My footsteps
have been ordered. I’m a man that has truly surrendered unto Christ, and now
the Lord is doing His mighty works in me. I pray that many will surrender this
day, in the name of Jesus.
Well, Sister Sharon, I’m going to close for now, but
I want you to know that I love you in Christ Jesus.
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From: Michael
Johnson, Attica Correctional Facility, Attica, New York
Dear Sharon, First I want to say that I
pray that you and Alan and the others of the faith are well. I was reading
your Spiritual Growth Letter concerning the brother from upstate New York
prison. I can identify of his sincere heart and his willingness to change. I
can in no way deny what he is going through. I myself am 44 years old and I
have 3 felonies. I have been coming back and forth to these prisons for the
past 25 years. I am also very tired and know that these years have been
slipping away. I would like very much to see this gentleman you spoke about, to
seek God and keep him, to repent and confess to a new life, and to be
delivered from sin.
I have accepted Jesus as my personal Savior. I know
the thirst for change, for encouragement, to want to fellow-ship. I will pray
for this gentlemen and also pray that God will continue to bless you and Alan
to reach out to the lost souls to win them over for Christ. I am full of joy!
Sister Sharon, I continue to walk by faith! When I go to a new prison, I
immediately seek my Christian Brethren, and I write and request to meet the
pastor. I need to be with the Saints!
Thank you for your encouragement. I can’t afford to
give the devil any space in my life. Praise God, the Alfa and Omega, the first
and last, beginning and end. There is no other. In Jesus we are saved. God
Bless you!
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From: Edward
Alford, Alabama State Prison, Brent, Alabama
Dear Alan and
Sharon,
8/15/03 - Greetings in Christ
Jesus. I am attempting to facilitate a program here in our Faith Based Honor
Dorm and I would very much like your permission to use the Spiritual Growth
Lessons from Christian Ambassadors as our base study material for this class. I
feel that the Spiritual Growth Lessons you provide are among the most accurate
and solid interpretations I have read of what the Bible is saying. I’d love to
build this class on that solid foundation.
9/5/03 - Greetings in the name of the
Lord Jesus. I want to thank you for the package of study material you sent me
for the newly approved class, “Ambassadors of Christ” here at Bibb County. I’d
like to share the awesome events that preceded the approval of the class by our
Chaplain here at Bibb.
Two days before I received the package, God spoke to
me quite clearly and told me that I was to “do what He’d put on my heart and to
see it through with all of my ability”. To be honest, I wasn’t quite sure what
He meant and was troubled about it. Then today I was called to the chaplain’s
office and I was told he had a package for me, your package! Instantly, I knew what God meant. The chaplain told
me it was a “wonder” that the mailroom hadn’t sent the package back, as we are
only allowed to receive ten sheets of correspondence in any given parcel. He
did, however, give me the package and told me that future lessons should be
mailed to me, in care of him. It was at that time that he approved the class.
He read one lesson and was very impressed with the quality and content, as I
knew he would be. I also found three people, who are eager to join the class,
on my way back from the chaplain’s office! God is truly moving so powerfully in
this camp that you can’t help but feel Him!
On the flip side, anytime God moves this strongly in
a place like this, Satan inevitably rears his ugly head as he did today, when
hostilities arose between some of the inmates. Sister Sharon, I ask you and
Alan and all of my brothers and sisters in Christ, to agree with me in prayer
and bind the spirits of evil and hate and loosen the Spirit of love and peace.
Again, thank you sincerely brother and sister
Griffee for your love and service to Jesus Christ. You make us better Christians!
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From: Samuel
Sutton, Arrowhead Correctional Center, Canon City, Colorado
Dear Sister
Sharon, Praise
God! Blessed are those who fear the Lord and those who hate evil. May we walk
in grace and with the peace of the Spirit. How have you and brother Alan been?
It is always my joy and privilege to lift you two up in my prayers. I pray that
you are well and hedged divinely and protected within the center of the will of
God. I am doing fine. Thank you for your concern and faithful prayers.
Praise God that He heard and answered prayers
concerning the mailroom. Your response was a big blessing. Our Lord certainly
smiled on me throughout that situation. God is in control and I continuously
pray that He will continue to rebuke and bind hindering spirits bringing them
to no effect and those who are influenced by them.
The responses that you printed in My Brother’s
Keeper to the article I wrote, blessed my socks off. I am very thankful. All
things are on time within God’s economy.
Those who sow
in tears shall reap in joy. He who continually goes forth weeping, bearing seed
for sowing, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing bringing his sheaves with
him. (Psalm 126:5-6)
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From: Alan and
Sharon Griffee, Littleton, Colorado
On behalf of CA, U.S.A., Alan and I want to extend
our love and best wishes to brother Okechukwu Onokala and his family in
Umuahia, Nigeria. Brother Onokala was discharged from the hospital on September
8th after undergoing intensive medical treatment for Malaria. As brother
Onokala described it, “Malaria is a very bad sickness, especially to those
living in the tropics, like us.” His condition required that he get complete
bed rest for a lengthy period of time. In a recent e-mail he said, “I am better
now, to God be the glory! Indeed, I thank God for my health, family, and the
ministry today. And I pray that things will continue to improve. ” May we all,
through Christ Jesus, keep brother Onokala, his family and co-workers, and the
prison inmates in Nigeria in our prayers. Amen (So Be It).
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Why I Cry
by
Gregory
Jones
Sing
Sing Correctional Facility
Sing
Sing, New York
They say that a man ain’t supposed to cry,
But I cry, because I have nothing to hide.
When I cry it’s joyful tears,
Because I haven’t felt this good in years.
I cry because “God” brings me happiness and
joy,
At times I feel like a hysterical little boy.
The tears flow, because it’s true love I’ve
found,
And “God’s” promise to me that He’ll always
be around.
So when you all see me shed a tear or two,
It’s because I’m praising God for carrying me
through.
Again, it’s happy tears that flow from my
eyes,
Because, living without “God”, I’ll never
survive.
You all must know, it’s a feeling that’s hard
to describe,
It’s the type of love only “God” can
subscribe.
Now you all know, why I cry,
It’s not because I’m hurting or depressed,
It’s because I found “God” and have been
blessed.
Scripture
references:
Blessed
Ones
James 1:12
Isaiah 30:18
Matthew 5:1-12 & 11:6
Psalm 1:1
The
Lord Does Miraculous Things
Isaiah 25:1
I Corinthians 2:9
Breaking Free
From Our Old Sin Nature
by
Sharon K. Griffee
II Corinthians
5:19-21 (NIV) - “...God was reconciling the
world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he has
committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ's
ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you
on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. God made him who had no sin to be sin
for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.”
In the first verse of this scripture passage we
find the key to becoming the righteousness of God, the key to breaking free
from our old sin nature. We break free from our old nature with the same key
that unlocks our new nature: God was
reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men’s sins against
them.
Jesus did not come to count men’s sins against them.
It was never the plan of Jesus to condemn us for our sins, but to call us to leave our life of sin. That is the
difference between the nature of Jesus and the nature of Satan. Jesus is
interested in saving the man or woman behind the sin. Satan could care less
about the man or woman. Satan counts men’s sins against them, because he wants
to use their sins as a weapon to destroy them. He is obligated to, because it
is his nature to condemn!
If we want to leave
our life of sin, and enjoy a new life in Christ, we must break free from the
“spirit of condemnation” in ourselves and in others. In short, we must
break free from Satan. A way to tell if we have successfully broken free from
the devil, is to evaluate our answer to the following question; “How well am I
treating sinners (myself and others)?”
Acts 10:38
(KJV) - “...God anointed Jesus of
Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and
healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him.”
If we truly are children of God, following the
example of Jesus, we must not lose sight of our compassion for others. But we
sometimes do, don’t we? We sometimes lose compassion for those who have lost
their way.
A recent example of what I’m talking about is found
in a letter to the editor, printed in our local Rocky Mountain News. The
Colorado Department of Corrections was forced by statewide budget cuts to
reduce the pay to inmates for work performed, to approximately 60 cents per
day. An inmate wrote to the paper expressing concern for the pay cuts saying
there is more violence and theft among the inmates, because many can’t buy
commissary items like they used to be able to do.
A woman (lacking in compassion) wrote the following
response;
“OK, let me see if I can understand this, inmates are complaining about a pay cut…[put in lockdown]...and instead of getting chicken fried steak and mashed potatoes, they have to settle for peanut butter sandwiches, instead? I’ll bet there are hundreds of families that would give a right arm to have chicken fried steak for dinner. And let’s not forget that these inmates committed criminal acts. Why are they so pampered? They should be grateful they are getting paid at all - from our tax money I might add. I don’t know about everyone else, but I would rather see that money going to needy families that could benefit from a decent dinner.”
Where does this lack of compassion come from? Why
certainly, it comes from the spirit that is influencing
this attitude. It comes from the “spirit of condemnation”. It comes from losing
sight of the compassion Jesus has for those who are oppressed.
As Christians we sometimes lose sight of Jesus,
don’t we? After walking with Jesus for a while and getting a few victories
under our belt (receiving bountiful blessings from God), we start feeling
pretty proud of ourselves. Thinking we’ve got this Christian lifestyle all
figured out, it becomes easy for us to start developing a high-toned attitude
toward those who simply aren’t “measuring up”! However, losing compassion for
others does great harm to us. It makes us
more vulnerable to sin. How quickly we forget that it wasn’t that long ago when
we were in a similar situation they are in now -- lost, lonely,
hurting...needing someone to care...to understand!
When we lose compassion for others, the ugly spirit
of evil comes over us influencing us to take matters into our own hands. I’m
sure you are all familiar with the story in the Bible of the woman who was
taken in the act of adultery. Her accusers brought her to Jesus.
John 8:3-11
(NIV) - “...They made her stand
before the group and said to Jesus, "Teacher,
this woman was caught in the act of adultery. In the Law Moses commanded us to
stone such women. Now what do you say?” They were using this question as a
trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him. But Jesus bent down and
started to write on the ground with his finger. When they kept on questioning
him, he straightened up and said to them, “If any one of you is without sin,
let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” Again he stooped down and wrote
on the ground. At this, those who heard began to go away one at a time, the
older ones first, until only Jesus was left, with the woman still standing
there. Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one
condemned you?” “No one, sir,” she said. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus
declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”
God was with Jesus! Acting with compassion for every
sinner present, Jesus had something important to teach that whole crowd who
wanted to condemn the woman through stoning. His thoughts were centered on healing all that were oppressed of the
devil. Their healing would come in response to the essence of his question,
“Who is going to be the first one to put away this evil “spirit of condemnation”
from their own life?” Who indeed? Not surprising, the oldest ones present,
those who had lived the longest and had experienced the rich lessons of life,
were the first ones to leave. Jesus made his point with love and with
precision. The power of good overcame the power of evil. Freed from the
influence of the devil, those who would have stoned the woman, no longer had
the desire to condemn her. With the same level of healing compassion for the
woman caught in adultery, Jesus was quick to forgive her, telling her to go and
leave her life of sin.
In summary: Sin occurs in all levels of society.
Even as Christians, how quick we are to count everyone else’s sin against them,
forgetting the mess we have in our own life. The good news is that Jesus came,
not to condemn us, but to heal all of
us from the oppression of the devil. My prayer is that we will accept the
healing power of Jesus. May we all “break free from our old sin nature” and
walk in newness of life in Christ.
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